Thursday, 29 September 2016

A case of mistaken Identity

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For the umpteenth time I have been mistaken for a supermarket attendant manning an isle. It's no longer even funny. It's a disturbing trend that should stop. In my attempts to look dapper, but not too dapper lest I appear on Fashion Watch because I don't desire too much attention, my ensemble has mistakenly being viewed as 'supermarket uniform'. Why people see me in a sweater, shirt and tie, looking at a row of items and conclude that I work there is beyond me? Maybe I should drop the whole tie, shirt and sweater thing, and carry a trolley for good measure.

Away from my supermarket chronicles, with even more regularity, the Christian faith has been mistaken for something it's not, a religion, when it is in fact, a relationship with Christ. Christianity, not a religion you say? I know, I know....it sounds preposterous, but let me try my best to explain.

You see, like so many, I had that view of the Christian faith, as a religion. I didn't outright label it as a religion but it was evident in my outlook and my behavior. When I gave my life to Jesus as a teenager, my main reason for doing so was for fear of spending my eternity in hell.

I watched the play, "Heaven's gates, hell's flames, and I just didn't like the thought of spending eternity in an inferno with the Devil, so I got 'saved'. I honestly couldn't grasp the gravity of my decision at the time. I just feared hell, so I chose the better option( not Safaricom, but life with Jesus).

Before I reached a point of discovering Christianity as a relationship with Christ, I made the honest mistake of viewing it as a religion. I was a young believer. A kid. I thought that Christianity was about keeping a balanced score-card with God, so for every lie I told, I needed to drop a coin in a beggar's bowl, I needed to pray,  I needed to read the bible, I needed to faithfully give offering. My righteous acts were my security or down payment to God, in exchange for consolidating my place in Heaven.

Moreover, I viewed my righteous acts as the basis for feeling entitled to God's blessings of success, prosperity, finances, good health, a girl-friend. When I didn't get them, I whined and complained that God was unfair. When I did get them, I felt God owed me more.  My Christian faith was purely about going to church, seeing what right I could do to earn God's favor.

Then, gradually, as I grew in the faith, it all unraveled, rather dramatically I may add. When God purposes to make you his, he makes you his, but he does it in his way that just leaves you awestruck at the change he can produce in an individual, even yourself.

That's God's love. He loves us too much to leave us just as we are so as I continued to follow him, he continued to change me; my altitude, my thoughts, my mentality, my heart. I guess the first part was realizing how much he loved me.

It began with the sermons on love, that slowly become embedded in my mind. Thereafter was the visual illustration of that love, cue in, Passion of the Christ and the John 3:16/Train video which you can check out through this link click here

However God wasn't finished there. Then came the big one. The experience. While I was in campus, I got insanely attracted to a lady, let me clarify what insanely attracted to a lady..is. By insanely attracted, I mean when I saw her time seemed to stand still for a fraction of a second, when she smiled at me and said hi, right there and then, just that one moment made the whole day perfect.

For the longest time I struggled to understand why her? Sure she was pretty, light and voluptuous at that, smart, witty....but there were other ladies like her, so why her? Why did my heart go gaga for her? When recently I stumbled upon the story of Samson and his first wife in Judges 14, in particular verse 4, it hit me, perhaps God was scripting this love story with a greater purpose in mind and as you will see from this subsequent explanation, it's easy to see why.

I tried a poem, I tried chocolates, I tried surprising her with a bouquet of flowers on Valentines Day. I tried compliments,  showing her I care through texts, whether it was her birthday, or she was due to defend her project but to no avail. My attempts hit a brick wall, or as we would say when I was bush, ' Niligonga Ukuta!!'

Worse, that she would never call or text. It was frustrating. Being consigned to that zone, the friendz...., it hurts just writing about that forsaken place. I took solace in some Rock/Pop songs like Franz Ferdinand's- No You girls. Katy Perry's-Wide Awake, Bruno Mars and Cee lo Greene's-The Other side and the feeling's- love it when you call, which, dominated my playlist. With it, they gave me untold bitterness and resentment towards the lady in question.

All the while, God was still working behind the scenes. A convicting Sunday Sermon about getting rid of all malice and bitterness(Ephesians 4:31) had me deleting the above songs from my playlist. Perhaps this was to marinade my heart in preparation of the barbecue of God's scorching love which would follow soon after.

True to form, soon after,  I watched the movie, Fireproof and In main character Caleb, found someone I could relate to. Like him, I was trying to show my affection for a lady and like him my attempt to show my affection hit a brick wall. Like him, the lady in the question just so happens to also be called Catherine, coincidence? I think not!

One day, upon having my Quiet Time in the morning, I realized what Caleb went through in the scene as he talks to his father was the story of my life, click here to view the Fireproof scene.

I realized that God relentlessly pursued me in love in spite of me rejecting him, ignoring him and taking him for granted. Like Caleb, that realization brought my knees, because it became crystal clear that God loves me a lot and I could only respond in tears, saying 'Thank you' amidst the sobs.

From that point on, My faith became a response to that love. Jesus gave his life for me, I give mine back to him in return. Sharing Notes on Facebook about God was my thanks to him. Giving that tithe, whether it was 10 from 100, 20 from 200, 350 from sh 3500 was out of love just showing my appreciation for all he had done for me. What does a God loving a man and a man doing things to love in him return spell? R-E-L-A-T-I-O-N-S-H-I-P, that's what.

A mother does not wake up at 2 am in the morning, to tend to her baby because it is stipulated. " that when baby cries, thou must cease all things sleep and take care of baby." Neither is it stipulated in the book of matrimony, "thou husband will make breakfast and serve breakfast to bae when she is in bed." Both instances aren't obligations, both mother and husband do such loving acts because they are in a relationship and wouldn't have it any other way.

The mistaken belief is that  the Christian faith is just about religiously sticking to a list of do's and dont's lest your place in heaven goes to the dogs. Sometimes Christians themselves can ascribe to this belief, and their life with Christ is just one of going through the motions, just serving God in the choir, or as an usher, because it's what church expects them to do. Sometimes attending church is just an obligation for some, it resembles more of an appointment with the Dentist, act all nice and promise to follow his advice to keep off sweets, then upon leaving his clinic, sugar rush pap. The Christian goes to Church on Sunday, sings the songs to appear religious, promises to repent then scurries off after the service to do the exact opposite of repent till the next Sunday appointment.

The Christian faith is not about what doing what the Church says, nor doing what the Pastor says,nor is it about doing things so that other people see that you're spiritual;  it's about responding in love to a loving God dying on the cross as an atonement for your sin to reconcile you to God.

People do all manner of things in the name of love, or being in a relationship. The Christian faith isn't any different. As relationships are based largely on honor and  trust, so is a Christian's relationship with Christ, which will reflect how he/she responds to God's love.

Fat pay-check, fame, success, yet he leaves it all behind because he feels called to help the less fortunate in Africa and be a living vessel reflecting God's love for the downtrodden, who honors God by caring for the plight of the less fortunate. That's a Christian responding to God's love not the church.

Or perhaps take a Christian, who decides not to bet, because his relationship with Christ, based on trust, has him trusting that God will provide money for him in other ways than gambling.

Maybe, it's a Christian who chose not to sleep with every Tom, Dick and Harry, striving to honor God with her body  as her way of saying thank you  to Christ dying for her. She trusts him to wait and while feeling the need to work on herself in preparation for when God gives her a man, because the relationship she has with Christ has proven time over that God is faithful.

I can list a host of responses in love, like me typing this long blog-post because I just want Jesus to be known. No need for that though, because ultimately , the bottom line will be that, for the christian's faith and subsequent behaviour , a relationship with Christ is the motivating factor. The focus is a love relationship between God and the Christian.

 As I said earlier, people do all manner of things in the name of love, or being in a relationship, Christians are no exception and that is Christianity for you, not religion, but men and women who realize God loves them and respond to that love as a result of their relationship with God.





Monday, 19 September 2016

I Love You too

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"I love YouTube." Quite frankly, It's hard to find anyone who doesn't but many people wouldn't mind uttering these words for entirely different reasons. Were one to say, "I love YouTube", really fast, it would sound as if he/she said, " I love you too." I can't say I have flirted with the idea of using that line, but the YouTube reply would be convenient for somebody not too keen on commitment and comfortable being in the relationship just for the benefits.

I wouldn't be crazy enough to pull this stunt on a lady but on introspection,  I did something far worse..... I pulled this stunt on God and not even the thought of being just one of many to do it, offers scant consolation.

God said, "I love you" to us, when he gave his one and only son, Jesus.

The first man, Adam, sinned, leaving a trail of sin, brokenness and fallibility in his wake. It has been a trail we have inevitably followed for years. Judges, Kings, Prophets, Priests could only do so much before eventually man wandered away from God's commands. Man gravitated to sin, the very thing that was displeasing to God.

Despite casting Adam away from the Garden, God still longed to relate with man. He always has. God still pursued man even when man was pursuing what God detested. Sin had created a gap between man and God. It is said that love makes a way, indifference an excuse. Rather, than giving up on us, and citing our sin and our total disregard for him and his holiness, which would have been a valid excuse; God out of love, made a way to bridge that gap.


Enter Jesus Christ, the living atoning sacrifice for the world,(1 John 2:2) who gave himself as a ransom for all men, mediating between God and men to this very day. (1 Timothy 2:5-6) What we lacked in holiness, Jesus compensated for in grace. He died the death that we were to die, so that we may live the life that was always beyond us because of our sin. His sacrifice paid the full penalty of our sins so we owed God nothing.

He was insulted, rejected, battered beyond recognition, nailed to a cross so that in dying on that cross and resurrecting from the dead, we would be reconciled to God, so long as we believed and accepted that we couldn't save ourselves but that only Jesus could. He didn't need to go through all that hardship but he chose to, and in going through it, declared to us unequivocally, "I love you!!!"

That was a massive statement of love, that demands a massive, "I love you too God." Love is one of the hardest things to define, let alone illustrate, more so to God. Thankfully scripture spares us the headache of figuring it all out by ourselves in John 14:21 by saying, "Whoever has my commands and obeys them, he is the one who loves me. He who loves me will be loved by my Father and I too will love him and show myself to him."

Thus, to  love God is to obey God, it sound's simple enough but it isn't. Well, humans,have never been  big on obedience, as Adam and Eve so wonderfully demonstrated . It's made the more difficult when the picture you have of obedience is that of God as a tyrant like Loki in Avengers, perched on his throne,wielding a large scepter, demanding that we kneel or fall prostrate before him in complete reverence. We think he delights in nothing more than taking away our freedom, consigning us to a life of  utter boredom and slavery. We think of obedience as merely following a litany of do's and dont's, but it really isn't.

Loving God is more than that and it isn't always the same for everybody. God speaks to us not just as a  body of believers but individuals as well, giving us commands for the whole body to follow, but also giving commands to be carried out by a specific individual.

To the body of Christ, he commands us to do many things. Psalms is littered with the command to praise him and worship him in song, therefore we love him by singing to him and declaring our love and adoration for him in song. However, worship is more than just a song, it is a lifestyle of showing reverence to God, and this can be achieved in many ways.

We love him, by  learning to do right, by seeking justice,by encouraging the oppressed, defending the cause of the fatherless and pleading the case of the widow. (Isaiah 1:17)

We love him by acting justly, loving mercy and walking humbly with God. (Micah 6:8) We love him by seeking him while he may be found, calling on him when he is near.(Isaiah 55:6)  We love him by not only reading but meditating on his word, day and night(Joshua 1:7-8) and also praying(Philippians 4:6-7), and by committing not to give up meeting each other in fellowship but to encourage one another, spurring one another on towards love and good deeds(Hebrews 10:24-25)

We love him by giving him honor, honoring him with our money, by spending it not only on ourselves but the less fortunate as well, by cheerfully giving our tithe not robbing him. (Malachi 3:8, 2 Corinthians 9:7-12). By not loving money and viewing the acquisition of it as an end, instead viewing it as a means with which to serve God(Matthew 6:24)


We love him by honoring him with our body, by being mindful of how we dress and dance, by not giving in to bodily urges of sex or sexual perversions like lust, masturbation, bondage domination masochism as a result of remembering that our bodies are not our own, that we can do anything we want with them, they are temples for Christ(1 Corinthians 6:12-20)

We love him, by trusting him with all our heart, not leaning on our own understanding and acknowledging him in all our ways and he will make our paths straight (Proverbs 3:5-6). Trusting him even when the situation looks bleak and opting not to take the easy way out of compromising on our integrity by bribing, cheating, gambling, canvassing, having sex for a good grade or promotion, a kickback for a service but by trusting God to make a way even where there seems to be none. We love him by seeking first his kingdom and righteousness, and trusting God will provide for our needs instead of worrying about tomorrow, when each day has enough trouble on its own.(Matthew 6:33-34)


We love him by choosing not to be friends of this world (James 4;4), by not conforming to it and its ways of doing things but being transformed by the renewal of our minds(Romans 12:1-2). We love him by not being of the world and yet not isolating ourselves from it but being in it to influence it for Christ(John 17:14-15)

We love him by not being drunk on wine,(Ephesians 5:18) and being intentional about not causing our brother/sister to stumble by drinking, eating or anything that might encourage them to sin but opting to do that which leads to mutual edification (Romans 14:1-21, 1 Corinthians 8:9-12)

We love him by using the talents, abilities, spiritual gifts he gave us not primarily for our glory but for his glory by serving others in church, by seeking to be used by him  whether he calls us to the corporate world, entrepreneurship or  the mission field.(Matthew 25:14-30, 1 Corinthians 12:7, 1 Corinthians 14:12)

We love him, by loving other members of the body of Christ, loving them just the way he loved us,(John 13:34) bearing with one another in love and forgiving the grievances we may have against one another, as Christ forgave us (Colossians 3:13-16) and thus fulfilling his very important prayer request that we may be one.(John 17;20-23)

Most important, we love him by accepting his free gift of salvation and then considering everything as of little importance than knowing God and becoming like him,(Philippians 3:7-11) which makes us tell others about him, his love for us, and striving to help people become like him, following his commands and thus make disciples for it's what he commanded us to do.(Matthew 28:18-20)

Arms outstretched on a cross, giving his life for us,Jesus was essentially telling us, "I love you this much that I will die for you." The very least we can do is love him back through obedience, both general and individual. Love him with all your heart, your mind and your unique being as only you can. Ditch, the I love YouTube in favor of, "I love you too."