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Louis Van Gaal in, Jose
Mourinho out, the collective sigh of relief can be heard all over the globe
after the noise of jubilant Manutd supporters has died down. A record equalling
FA Cup triumph was not enough to save the Dutchman’s job and in truth, it never
looked like being. The writing had been on the wall for sometime. Fans had
grown tired of the sterile football, the failure to challenge for the league, the profligate use of the 200 million transfer kitty amongst others. LVG had to be shown the exit
door.
Step in, Jose Mourinho
and it remains to be seen if he will suffer the same fate as his
predecessor. A lot of Manutd fans have
wondered why this decision took an eternity to arrive. The embarrassing defeats
and the ponderous football had fans crying out for a change. A lot of players
are playing nowhere near to their potential so they must share in the blame.
However, these players play under the manager’s instructions, thus he is culpable. Why did the United
hierarchy hold on to Van Gaal for so long when it was obvious that he would not
fulfill the lofty expectations set of him?
I think God asks me a
similar question. Why do I hold on to the throne of my life and watch as
another sterile performance in life pans out? Why I am content with my managing
yet it only produces mediocre results when if I let go to the rightful manager,
Jesus, the vibrant, swashbuckling and fruitful performance will be there for all to
see.
Jesus is the rightful
LORD, or in this case, Manager. He is the de facto boss, the gaffer. When I
persist in assuming his role , all I succeed in doing is floundering, floundering
greatly under the guise of doing ok.
Like the United under
Van Gaal, having more possession of the ball was considered domination. Forget
that most of that possession was mostly sideways passing, ineffective and downright
boring to watch. It was considered domination. Almost no attacking thrust, or
penetration, Mostly it was just playing safe, not wanting to lose. I see close
similarities with my philosophy.
All I succeed in doing
is dominating possession, being easy on the eye with my cute triangles that don't lead to goals. I’m not
addicted to the brown bottle. I’m not sexually active before marriage. I read the bible, pray, go
to church every Sunday. I’m content with being in the conveyor belt of life
moving from uni to a job to a marriage to kids till eventual death. I'm ok. I’m
dominating. My life isn’t spiraling out of control, no losing.
Where’s the attacking
thrust? Where’s the taking risks for Jesus and witnessing Christ in my life to
others? Shouldn't I be counter-cultural or I've just blended in till no-one sees Jesus in me? Where’s the Isaiah altitude? "Here I am LORD send me!" I play it safe and
sit perched in the sanctuary, instead saying, “ Someone else will do it.”
I’ll use the someone
else line again when I see injustice all around me. I see inequality with the
chasm between the rich and the poor
widening but I do nothing. I do nothing to uplift the poor or to alleviate their suffering. I see a world crying out for help but instead I just
look away, shrug my shoulders, feel the sympathy but never the empathy. I guess
I’m the reason for Isaiah 59:15- “The
LORD looked and was displeased that there was no justice. He saw that there was
no –one, he was appalled there was no -one to intervene; so his own arm worked
salvation for him and his own righteousness sustained him.”
I pay no attention to
Micah 6:8. Yes he has shown me what is good but do I act justly? Do I love
mercy? Do I walk humbly with my God?
Sometimes I just take
the route 1 long ball method of just going to church and doing nothing else,
the route 1 way of keeping it simple, refusing to take a stand for Jesus or the bible
and just sit on the fence; not wanting to ruffle any feathers with my beliefs. Instead
I keep it on the down low so that I don't hurt anybody.
This sterile way of living
is not what God intended. “Attack...Attack...Attack, attack, attack is the cry
of the united crowd, and it is also the cry of the saints who yearn for me to
press on to get the ultimate prise of being like Jesus regardless of the cost.
This requires me to let Jesus be the manger,
to follow his tactics which is his play book, the bible. I ought to
scrutinize scripture, read, re-read it, cover to cover, over and over; not just
for inspiration or encouragement but for all round living for good times and
bad.
I need to be the player
who reflects my manager’s philosophy on the pitch because I have hidden his
word in my heart like in Psalms 119: 11. I need to be a reflection of him on
the pitch which is in the earth showcasing a loving heart for the lost, a desire to do
God’s will above that of my own, a desire to reconcile others to God, and to
make disciples, followers of Jesus.
I need to know my natural abilities like writing, my spiritual gifts like giving, my passions like for food, football, integrity and empowerment and avail them to the manager that he uses them in his formation of choice for his glory rather than just using them for myself and my glory.
I need to know my natural abilities like writing, my spiritual gifts like giving, my passions like for food, football, integrity and empowerment and avail them to the manager that he uses them in his formation of choice for his glory rather than just using them for myself and my glory.
“For everyone looks out
for his own interests, not those of Jesus Christ.”(Philippians 2:21).That
shouldn’t describe me, his interests should be my interests, following his drills daily, I need to be
praying, thanking him for who he is not just what he has done, confessing my
faults to him and to others, praying not just for myself but for others sometimes even fasting while doing it.
I need to be in fellowship with other
believers in small groups so that we can encourage one another to do good as
Hebrews 10:24-25 urges. Fellowship by not just going for a church service but
beyond that, either in church, at a home, or another place where I congregate
with believers and share testimonies of God’s goodness, scripture, my burdens or encouragement
as I receive the same. Fellowship is what will bring me closer to God to reflect him to others.
I need to share him with others, share the
gospel, and witness him to others that they may know him. Push will come to
shove, and like Paul said in 1 Corinthians 9: 19-23, for the sake of the gospel, I
will have to become many things. To the Jews, I become like a Jew, to those
under the law, I become like one under the law, to those not having the law, I
become like one not having the law, though I am under the law of Christ. To the weak,
those struggling, I become weak and share my struggles of lust sometimes
reaching bondage, domination masochism thoughts, that through
them they may see the power of the gospel, God’s gift of salvation and his sanctifying work fuelled by grace which rains down on me.
I know it has taken an
eternity for me to give him control in my life but the only way to play well,
attack with penetration so that I win is having him as my manager and essence
my LORD. He teaches me what is best for me and directs me in the way I should
go(Isaiah 48:17)I need to submit to him, lay down my crown, get off the hot
seat and let him take his rightful place. Only then will I attack and not be
content with playing safe, then will I win and live the abundant life that he
desired for me.
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